"These Walls" lyrics

It's 3 o'clock in the morning
Suddenly with no warning
Missing you yet knowing that you're gone
Catch a glimpse of your makeup
All the memories come in a flood
And it's true, yet feels so wrong

I could never say everything
But I can't go back and I don't wanna move along
Why should I walk away from the pain
When there's no escape from the pain of moving on

These walls are no longer the same without you
It's all I can do just to carry on
I've been through the denial and now I'm fighting with the devil
I can't believe, don't wanna believe
Where could you be

The little things I remember
Like getting caught in the winter and then you
Said we'll leave in spring

Never said what I wanted
Now I look at the phone hoping it's you
But it don't ring

Would that could up and fly away
But the pain of losing you keeps me on the ground
Almost reach it, then night turns to day
And the blame I carry starts to weigh me down

These walls are no longer the same without you
It's all I can do just to carry on
I've been through the denial and now I'm fighting with the devil
I can't believe, don't wanna believe
Where could you be