"Blur" lyrics

The sun looks so pretty here
Inside the room that I'm spinning in
If I talk, it's like medicine
Then it turns into evidence

I guess I'd bet if I see you again
I guess I'd get excited
Don't care, don't care, I lied, I do
But I can't help, need help to see you

I might, might make it wonderful for once
In my life but nothing's quite like it was
Surprised, something inside me is a blur
Hindsight, I should've lifted my eyes

The moon sits so pretty here
Inside the mess that I guess I built
If I say I'm not eloquent
It's only 'cause I choose to forget

I guess I'd bet if I see you again
I guess I'd get excited
Don't care, I don't care, yeah, I lied, yeah, I do
I need help, I need help, I need help

I might, might make it wonderful for once
In my life but nothing's quite like it was
Surprised, something inside me is a blur
Hindsight, I should've lifted my eyes

It's all one-sided
When I'm excited
Suppose I mean it
I can't unsee it
I need to see you
Inside of my room
Talking to cables
I should've lifted my
Say I forgave you

I won't be misused
It's all that you do
I won't be misused
It's all that you do
It's all one-sided
When I'm excited