"Song 1" lyrics

Bugs and dust clouds
Fucked from the drought
They couldn't see on the camera reel
The county where boys can feel
But I have changed this
And oh, Essex county, why couldn't you find
A place where we weren't sad or a place that we could thrive?

Let go of the bullshit
I never missed it
I lived my life going to see it
I'm going home
Let go of the bullshit
I never missed it
I lived my life going to see it
I'm fucking going home

I could never quit (I live for this)
Even if they did ([?])
They couldn't get over it

Lakes and rivers never gave anything
Only our sister's crying
I remember the dream you had
You couldn't help when your insides shit the bed
Lakes and rivers never gave anything
Only our memories drowning
Chris, can you help me fade to black?
I need it by tomorrow, I need it fast
Lakes and rivers never gave anything
Only our memories drowning
Chris, can you help me fade to black?
I need it by tomorrow, I need it fast

No one needed you, I had more to lose
No wonder why you're a recluse