"Disengaged" lyrics

And I could look into the crowded morgue of mistakes
The sun stopped its smile and frowned on me too
My re-built/re-mastered heart is smashed into its faces
And its face is confused

I cut my throat in two, I said "sorry" to you
For being a fool, but I didn't want forgiveness
It was regret, not an apology
It was regret, regret, regret

Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
You're with me, against me
But the only thing, forever, is hate

I forget what I saw before and after that day
I'd trade all I was worth to make myself into
The handsomest gun and put the diamond bullet
Into your "404 ERROR" face

Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
You're with me, against me
But the only thing, forever, is hate

And I'm an event
That everybody knows
You decide if you can live
Or you decide to let someone decide for you

Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
Dis, dis, dis, disengaged
You're with me, against me
But the only thing, forever, is hate