"Selfish" lyrics

I love you too much to pretend
But I won't give up
Nobody else can have you
'Cause, girl, I'm selfish

If I could help it
I wouldn't be on some bullshit

I'm on some bullshit again
Giving you hell, selfish
I need help, can't help it

I got a broken heart, had it locked
But you found the key, baby
You opened it up, I was not ready yet
I reach out to you, but I can't reach
Even though it's right in front of me
Looking in your eyes, eternity
So can you blame me for trying?

I love you too much to pretend, yeah
I'm on some bullshit again
Giving you hell, selfish
I need help, can't help it

I don't know why I do this, but I know that I don't wanna lose it
'Cause every time you forgive me, I have to fuck it up and end up feeling stupid
But you keep lovin' me the same, even when I get a little toxic
Don't it feel good at night, playin' with a little excitement?

Oh
I love you too much to pretend, yeah
I'm on some bullshit again (Gotta stop my bullshit)
Giving you hell, selfish (I've been giving you hell)
I need help, can't help it (Oh, I can't help it)

I got a broken heart, had it locked
But you found the key, baby
You opened it up, I was not ready yet
I reach out to you, but I can't reach
Even though it's right in front of me
Looking in your eyes, eternity
So can you blame me for trying?

I love you too much to pretend
But I been too, way too selfish, yeah
Baby girl, I need help, I can't help it

Got a broken heart, had it locked
But you found the key, baby
You opened it up, I was not ready yet
I reach out to you, but I can't reach
Even though it's right in front of me
Looking in your eyes, eternity
So can you blame me for trying?