"growing up can go to hell" lyrics

Looking at the older girls thinking they're cool
Driving on their own in their Carollas to school
Thinking to myself I wanna be just like them

I'd fantasize about being old enough to date
He'd take me to the movies and make out with my face
Getting grounded sneaking out cuz we'd always come home too late

Now I been there, and I've done that
I burned through all my firsts too fast
My younger self would be so sad
To hear me say that it wasn't worth the wait

I'd do anything to feel like a kid again
Yeah, trampolines and hide and seek on weekends
I used to race to finish popsicles before they melt
But these days I'm lucky if I wake up and still like myself
Growing up can go to hell

Mmmm mmmm
Mmmm, growing up can go to hell

Sugar rushing, sleepovers and Hilary Duff
Sharing all our secrets and laughing like we're drunk
Remember when we didn't need to do any drugs to have fun

Now I get my rocks off looking at zillow
I used to make forts from blankets and pillows
20 dollar bill used to mean I was rich
Now I'm older but still that's true as shit

I'd do anything to feel like a kid again
Trampolines and hide and seek on weekends
I used to race to finish popsicles before they'd melt
But these days I'm lucky if I wake up and still like myself
Growing up can go to hell

Mmmm mmmm
Mmmm, growing up can go to hell

Now I been there, and I've done that
I burned through all my firsts too fast
My younger self would be so sad
To hear me say I lost her along the way

I'd do anything to feel like a kid again
Trampolines and hide and seek on weekends
I used to race to finish popsicles before they'd melt
But these days I'm lucky if I wake up and still like myself
Growing up can go to hell

Mmmm mmmm
Mmmm, growing up can go to hell