"After Hours (Interlude)" lyrics

So was I lost
Maybe I was high in the moment
Maybe I was trying to enjoy it
And it wasn't easy
No one believes me
And being alone
Feels a little better than a crowd now
I just need a minute when I come down
So now I'm a loner
Stuck in the corner

King sized bed
Make you feel so small
When it's after hours
And the curtains fall
I just lay awake
In this empty place
And the days feel high
But the nights so low
Give my biggest smile
But it's just for show
And it stays the same
I can feel the flames

Is it wrong
When it all hits the hardest
Home always feels the farthest
Alone at the after party

It's been too long
And I don't wanna feel so guarded
But still I just feel so heartless
Alone at the after party