"Swear I'm Alive" lyrics

I haven't felt this chilled in such a long time
All I see is glitter
Behind these closed-off eyes

Dreams begin to exercise
Headstrong, full of light
It's the ocean in my memory
It's where I lose time

I swear I'm alive
I swear I'm alive

Today I allow myself to fall apart
And today I surrender

All my happy memories cover my feet
Like shimmering ripples
Today that's where I'll be
Cold enough to awaken my soul
Don't care where I've been
It's the ocean that I needed
It's time to jump in

Today I allow myself to fall apart
And today I surrender
I know that today I allow myself to fall apart
And today I surrender

Crippling it might seem when you stop and realise
How small you feel reflecting on the stars
And on the size of our world
So take a deep breath, oh mm

You're alive when the stars are dying
You're alive when the stars are dying
You're alive when the stars are dying
You're alive when the stars are dying
Oh
Oh

Today I allow myself to fall apart
And today I surrender
I know that today I allow myself to fall apart
And today I surrender