"Disillusion" lyrics

Sitting here in Omaha
Is this where I want to be?
Lightning lights the horizon
And I wonder am I really free

I lived my life out on the edge
In a way that few would dare
Only to stop and realize
That nobody really cared

I wandered this whole world over
Searchin' for a four leaf clover
Till I finally found that the music was in me

You know this life of a rock'n'roll
Can be a devil with two heads
Do you sell your soul for the smell of gold
Or live for the music instead?

I've lived my life on dreams
I've planned my share of schemes
But the lines on the road
And the telephone poles
Sometimes seem like a bad, bad dream

I wandered this whole world over
Searchin' for a four leaf clover
Till I finally found that the music was in me

But enough of all this sadness
Enough of this sorrow and pain
If it ever came right down to it
Well I'd do it all again

Cause no matter how much trouble
How painful that it might be
When the music really starts to happen
Then I know I'm really free

I wandered this whole world over
Searchin' for a four leaf clover
Till I finally found that the music had made me free