"Fuck It Up" lyrics

I've been thinking
I might end it all today
And I ain't playing
I'm holding back violent things

On and on
It's like all you want
Is to fuck it up
Yeah, on and on
It's like all you want
Is to fuck it up

I'm all alone
To carry weight you said you'd hold
Thought I would fold
I'm standing here with bloody hands
Saying
I know what it feels like dying
But now it kinda feels like flying
All alone
It's like all you want's to fuck it up
(It's like all you want's to fuck it up)

I know you're thinking
That I shouldn't say these things
Anticipating
Waiting on me to change, when you

Act like you did no wrong
Nah, I won't do this for long

On and on
It's like all you want
Is to fuck it up

I'm all alone
To carry weight you said you'd hold
Thought I would fold
I'm standing here with bloody hands
Saying
I know what it feels like dying
But now it kinda feels like flying
All alone
It's like all you want's to fuck it up

On and on
It's like all you want
Is to fuck it up
Yeah, on and on
It's like all you want
Is to fuck it up

I'm all alone
To carry weight you said you'd hold
Thought I would fold
I'm standing here with bloody hands
Saying
I know what it feels like dying
But now it kinda feels like flying
All alone
It's like all you want's to fuck it up