"Antidote" lyrics
(feat. KYDD, Vin Jay)
Am I codependent or healing myself through you?
I keep on running back, the definition of delulu
People call me crazy for being addicted to you
Friends say that I'm digging a grave to my own funeral
Why you talking crazy? Your bullshit has gotta go
Can you love me if you hate me? What's a high without a low?
It's hard to comprehend that you're the person that I chose
I keep on getting burned like my hand is over the stove
People try and tear us apart but we stick together
A bond you can't break, a tie you can not sever
The past is the past, the present is something treasured
Together we can learn about forever
And my pain is self-inflicted
I'm at war with all my choices
And when I'm feeling lost
Sometimes the poison is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
You may not be the one for me but you the one I want
Head over heels an understatement, these are somersaults
Toxicity is just another word for loving one another
When you're addicted to the way they get crazy about you, baby
Look, see we gon' argue, we gon' fight
And I'ma fuss and fool about you
But let another man overstep
And I'll crush his skull about you
I can't fucking stand you sometimes, but I still can't live without you
Well, it's not that I couldn't do it
I just wouldn't want to learn how to
So every time we fuss and fight, just know it's 'cause I love you
You see it when I fight for you and feel it when I fuck you (Fuck you)
I'll always play the knight in armor you can always run to
And you gon' play the Bonnie that I hand this bloody gun to
It's just us two (Bop, bop)
And my pain is self-inflicted
I'm at war with all my choices
And when I'm feeling lost
Sometimes the poison is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
Been with you since a young teen, a trauma bond that runs deep
Sickly when I'm with you; this love, it poison my bloodstream
I never could leave, though our relationship is deadly
You tempt me 'til I cave and I consume you 'til you empty
But maybe I'm just hiding from the truth
'Cause I know my body start to shake when I'm deprived of you
You don't mind that I'm a failure, I don't mind you make it true
So I fall into your trap, the end, the cycle of abuse
I kiss you just to feel alive, then watch you pull me in
Your scent is on my breath, it's like I'm drowning from within
You occupy my mind until I'm numb enough to clear it
You're heaven in a bottle, but the devil on my spirit
And my pain is self-inflicted
I'm at war with all my choices
And when I'm feeling lost
Sometimes the poison is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
I keep on running back, the definition of delulu
People call me crazy for being addicted to you
Friends say that I'm digging a grave to my own funeral
Why you talking crazy? Your bullshit has gotta go
Can you love me if you hate me? What's a high without a low?
It's hard to comprehend that you're the person that I chose
I keep on getting burned like my hand is over the stove
People try and tear us apart but we stick together
A bond you can't break, a tie you can not sever
The past is the past, the present is something treasured
Together we can learn about forever
And my pain is self-inflicted
I'm at war with all my choices
And when I'm feeling lost
Sometimes the poison is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
You may not be the one for me but you the one I want
Head over heels an understatement, these are somersaults
Toxicity is just another word for loving one another
When you're addicted to the way they get crazy about you, baby
Look, see we gon' argue, we gon' fight
And I'ma fuss and fool about you
But let another man overstep
And I'll crush his skull about you
I can't fucking stand you sometimes, but I still can't live without you
Well, it's not that I couldn't do it
I just wouldn't want to learn how to
So every time we fuss and fight, just know it's 'cause I love you
You see it when I fight for you and feel it when I fuck you (Fuck you)
I'll always play the knight in armor you can always run to
And you gon' play the Bonnie that I hand this bloody gun to
It's just us two (Bop, bop)
And my pain is self-inflicted
I'm at war with all my choices
And when I'm feeling lost
Sometimes the poison is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
Been with you since a young teen, a trauma bond that runs deep
Sickly when I'm with you; this love, it poison my bloodstream
I never could leave, though our relationship is deadly
You tempt me 'til I cave and I consume you 'til you empty
But maybe I'm just hiding from the truth
'Cause I know my body start to shake when I'm deprived of you
You don't mind that I'm a failure, I don't mind you make it true
So I fall into your trap, the end, the cycle of abuse
I kiss you just to feel alive, then watch you pull me in
Your scent is on my breath, it's like I'm drowning from within
You occupy my mind until I'm numb enough to clear it
You're heaven in a bottle, but the devil on my spirit
And my pain is self-inflicted
I'm at war with all my choices
And when I'm feeling lost
Sometimes the poison is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do
Is the antidote (-dote)
