"Diablo" lyrics

The devil got a hold of me, nobody noticed
Frozen and focused hoping that he openly shows it
I can't figure out what's wrong and what's right
'Cause I dance with the devil every single damn night
I struggle and fight, so I can juggle my life
I keep searching for truth, but it's out of my sight
I don't wanna put this rope 'round my throat
I don't wanna take these pills cause they kill

I don't wanna put this chrome to my dome
I'm home all alone and I'm stuck in my feels
I'm cut it won't heal, it sucks, it's unreal
My parents aren't aware it's such a big deal

I'm sick of the fake friends I have, I'm ashamed
Who only stuck around for a piece of the fame
Who secretly hate me, then recently changed
The second I became such a beast in the game

Let go
I don't wanna dance
Devil let go
I don't wanna feel your hands on my throat
I don't wanna dance
Devil let go (never let go)
Devil let go (never let go)
Devil let go
The devil deep in your soul
Diablo

I stay in my own way
I guess I'd rather that than be up in my head
Like a drone thinking all day
Like it would never change
Unless I get a job
Unless I go and obey
Every time I'm used, every time I was abused
I would say that it was okay
Wait a couple years, then I watch it reappear

I can tell it's not something
You can go and run from
Demons in the dark got you hiding in dysfunction
Skeletons are hanging in the closet by their backbones
Looking for the silver lining, all I see are black holes

Falling further from heaven, but now I made it clear
They want me dead in an alley and I won't disappear
I look for love all around me, but haven't found it near
Look at the sky and tell me why I'm truly here

Let go
I don't wanna dance
Devil let go
I don't wanna feel your hands on my throat
I don't wanna dance
Devil let go (never let go)
Devil let go (never let go)
Devil let go

Diablo
Diablo
Diablo
The devil deep in your soul
Diablo

Runnin' from my inner demons
They know all my secrets
Scars in me are just another part of me
That's lost to all my inner demons, they know all my secrets
Soul in pieces, demons got a hold of me, I'm broken by these

Never let go
(Inner demons)
Never let go
(All my secrets)
Never let go
(Inner demons)
The devil deep in your soul
Diablo