"SPJ" lyrics

I heard a beacon calling from out west
Make sure you're decent, unexpected guest
I peel back the blinds and check out to the field
They falling over like rolls in the hill
And I'm just seeing photos
I'm seeing something like a heatwave in the back
Heard you like colors that I ain't controlled in my brain yet
It's so interesting when you try to memorize
Words just comin' out your mouth

You can't erase your mind every time
If it was that easy, wouldn't everybody do it?
It's a pain, I know
So I'll try again, try again

It's like you don't want nothing, it's like you—, uh
It's like you can't even ask me for anything anymore
It's like, I could read it out just like it's scripted or scheduled out for me
I don't know what you're saying anymore
I see the walls caving in
And I see them colors flying from left and right
Hundred rack, hundred five, I'ma run a mile
I'ma show 'em fair, I'ma show 'em how

I want you there
It's obvious you're not
Somehow, somewhere
It's obvious you are

You can't erase your mind every time
If it was that easy, wouldn't everybody do it?
It's a pain, I know
So I'll try again, try again

It's just for me (Hahaha), it's just for me
It's just for me (What?), it's just for me
It's just for me (What? Um, hahaha), it's just for me
(Clinging on the fake money to the skin)
It's just for me (What?), it's just for me
It's just for me, it's just for me (It's not night)
It's just for me, it's just for me
It's just for me, it's just for me (What? Um)
It's just for me (Hahaha), it's just for me (What?)

I want you there (It's just for me)
It's obvious you're not (It's just for me)
Somehow, somewhere (It's just for me)
It's obvious you are (It's just for me, it's just for me)

You can't erase your mind every time
If it was that easy, wouldn't everybody do it?
It's a pain, I know
So I'll try again, try again, for me