"King Of Denial" lyrics

There's only so much that I'm willing to lose
Giving up all the good that I was willing to do
It took me so long just to save it all up
And for what?
Just to bet it on the wrong thing to choose

You know when you're in line
That you're dying on the inside

I never know what's up anymore
I never feel like I'm right
Identify the signs to ignore
Or you'll be swimming in denial

There's only few I'd be willing to choose
When I'm up, all the good things aren't that tricky to prove
It took me so long for my mind to wind down
Giving up
On descending into wrong things to do

You know when you're in line
That you're dying on the inside
Pretending that you feel fine
You're always on the outside

I never know what's up anymore
I never feel like I'm right
Identify the signs to ignore
Or you'll be swimming in denial