"Disappear" lyrics

3 AM I scream your name
I don't sleep, I don't change
There's no magic left
No card up my sleeve
Forever's gone
And I watched it leave

Maybe I get drunk enough to call you
Admit the thing I'm finally seeing clear
I can make good turn amazing
Then disappear
Disappear

A life onstage
A crowd convinced
But what I saw in half can't be fixed
For my greatest trick
The one everyone cheers
You're deep in love
And I'm not even here

Maybe I get drunk enough to call you
Admit the thing I'm finally seeing clear
I can make good turn amazing
Then disappear
Disappear

I just wanna for once feel love
I just wanna for once feel love
I just wanna be done with lonely

Maybe I get drunk enough to call you
Admit the thing I'm finally seeing clear
I can make good turn amazing
Then disappear
Disappear