"This Ain't Love" lyrics

I never really noticed that I suffer in silence
But since it started rainin', swear it comes in waves
And nobody would know it 'cause I know how to hide it
But I can feel it comin' like a hurricane, oh

So I bottle it up
It's just another go 'round fillin' my cup
'Cause I don't wanna think about how

This ain't love, this ain't love
This ain't what I thought it was
I guess I'm scared I'm gonna lose it, so I abuse it
'Cause when you're broken from the bottom, it'll never be enough
This ain't love, no, this ain't love

Oh, I'd fall for anything that's under the moon
I think they're doin' things that they never do
It doesn't fix me but the fix gets me through

What I do is I bottle it up
It's just another go 'round fillin' my cup
'Cause I don't wanna think about how

This ain't love, this ain't love
Now, this ain't what I thought it was
I guess I'm scared I'm gonna lose it, so I abuse it
'Cause when you're broken from the bottom, it'll never be enough
This ain't love, no, this ain't love

This ain't love, this ain't love
Now, this ain't what I thought it was
This ain't love, this ain't love
This ain't what I thought it was