"Wish I Tried" lyrics

He said I'm like magic 'cause I disappear each night
I think it's kinda tragic 'cause it never felt so right
Always got to have it on me just leaving you behind
Being dead inside
And I don't want to feel sorry so I'm taking every drug
Every life of the party deep down really needs a hug
And I just rise above it but above is down below, acting fine

I know the way you left me, you stay away for me to change
I wish I could forget it, I will not ever call my day
I never cascaded, that's a fucking lie
Say I'm not sentimental just 'cause you never see me cry
Not doubt I'm fucking mental, not doubt I'll probably ruin your life
I never get there but damn, I wish I tried

He told me that I should go and find somebody else
Said that I could never love him without living in his hell
Got one way flight to London and I'm going by myself
You don't mind
And rest in peace to every person that I ever meet
The things that they could write and sweep me off with my feet
They only remind me of you and remind of you and me
Oh it couldn't find

I know the way you left me, you stay away for me to change
I wish I could forget it, I will not ever call my day
I never cascaded, that's a fucking lie
Say I'm not sentimental just 'cause you never see me cry
Not doubt I'm fucking mental, not doubt I'll probably ruin your life
I never get there but damn, I wish I tried

Never felt my feelings yet
I only see some silhouettes
The promises you never says
But, baby it's still the best of life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Wish I tried
When I get too high 'cause I'm feeling lonely
'Cause there's no one else who knows me
Like, I'm no more self-repelling
I do rounds with you like a sweater
When you making it forever
When we do the days together anymore?

He said I'm like magic 'cause I disappear each night
I think it's kinda tragic 'cause it never felt so right
Always got to have it on me just leaving you behind
Being dead inside

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