"Reality Television" lyrics

What if I only worried about the things
As they happen to me in the moment?
Instead of inventing a world in my head, oh God
I swear that if I could go back to the doorway
I would've said such different things to you, believe me, baby
I've felt this way for so, so long

Reality television
When I come to you I know that you'll understand
I'm making the right decision
I can't control it if it's out of my hands

When there's an ocean between us
You know exactly the way to make me cry
I haven't been close to somebody like this since I pushed you out
But I'll push you out one more time

Reality television
When I come to you I know that you'll understand
I'm making the right decision
I can't control it if it's out of my hands

I killed all my idols
Reality television

What if I only worried about the things
As they happen to me in the moment?
What if I only worried about the things
As they happen to me in the moment?
What if I only worried about the things
As they happen to me in the moment?