"life is a long goodbye" lyrics

I had a dream last night I lost my eyes
All I could see were trees with clementines and melted faces
And when I turned around, they multiplied
Hard to explain that I was terrified but scared to leave 'em

They told me start runnin'
Far away from here

Everybody's out to get you
There's somethin' in your walls since your daddy left you
Everybody's never what they seem
Ah

If happiness is rollin' dice
Then gambling's my only vice
And I bet myself on you
Now
Lonely is friend of mine
'Cause life is just a long goodbye
So why should I want to?

They told me start runnin'
Far away from here

Everybody's out to get you
There's somethin' in your walls since your daddy left you
Everybody's never what they seem
Ah