"Learn To Love" lyrics

I don't understand why you took me from my heart
The crazy part is that: you knew that it was broken from the start
I just got a call, and it be kinda hard to go and pick it
Conversate from when we stopped and fell apart
Ayy these streets just left me damaged, you could say I lost a heart
And it's crazy 'cause it seems the murders be the funnest part
When you the one doin' the shootings, love to see the suckas parked
Feel like these demons takin' over, slowly tearin' me apart, shit
Kill a opp, I'm tryna leave a body on this Glock
Blood money, or pay one of the homies to do the job
'Cause I get money now, so don't question none of my decisions
Have you ever put a body with the pigeons?
Mama I know that you tripping, it was difficult for me to listen
Broke and frustrated, find excuses to shoot civilians
I got diamonds on my chains to cover scars comin' from trenches
But this money and these riches come with problems, they don't get it
I can't trust the homies, shit it might just be the drugs
But fuck it, I'm gettin' weird, so this pistol is gettin' hugged
Sneak in through the back if you thinkin' you can't get touched
And if you ask me if "we cool?" shit I'll hit 'em with a shrug
Be cool with all the mugs, 'cause that shit could get you touched
I don't know how to live, need lessons to learn to love, ayy