"My Feelings" lyrics

'Cause in my city, ain't no love, it's lot of violence
More niggas turn to shooters than niggas turn into scholars
I never went to college like our mom and papa wanted
I promise that I'ma make it out, that's all I wanted
She said she really want me to change
But ain't shit change, bought some new chains
I want a new home, you can keep the new Js
Trippin' off some old shit, but still bringin' new pain

Hurt us at the score so we gotta double back
Couple niggas gone they ain't ever comin' back
Seen them in the casket
Now his child is a bastard
I'm dying for my family give a fuck about this rap shit
Got young niggas that'll take you out the game
But if my niggas get a call then I swear I do the same
City tryna bring the peace
Give a fuck bout what they saying
But I ain't stopping till all these bitch ass niggas all feel my pain

They say put Stockton on the map
But I do this for my side and everybody on my back
'Cause everything I'm giving out ain't nobody giving back
So give a fuck about this rap, I'm tryna put me on the map
Niggas hating on me like I never put 'em on
I do this shit for me not to put the city on
'Cause ain't nobody gave me shit I had to get it on my own
But now I made myself a way so everybody getting on
Gang

'Cause in my city ain't no love, it's lotta violence
More niggas turn to shooters than niggas turn to scholars
I never went to college like our mom and papa wanted
I promise that I'ma make it out that's all I wanted
She said she really want me to change
But ain't shit change
Bought some new chains
I want a new home
You can keep the new Js
Trippin' off some old shit
But still bringing new pain

'Cause in my city ain't no love, it's lotta violence
More niggas turn to shooters than niggas turn to scholars
I never went to college like our mom and papa wanted
I promise that I'ma make it out that's all I wanted
She said she really want me to change
But ain't shit change
Bought some new chains
I want a new home
You can keep the new Js
Trippin' off some old shit
But still bringing new pain

I know this shit get hard, gotta keep your head high
All the suckers in the way, gotta let the lead fly
Late nights on the block you can catch us outside
Trippin' off 'em n****'s bitch I slide 'bout mines
Hella miss calls shawty know I keep that pole
Don't you worry 'bout a thing, shawty, I'ma make it home
Prayin for my niggas in them cages that ain't home
Only time will tell when my niggas coming home

Another day go by
Where I'm sitting reminiscing
Looking at my pictures like damn we could've did this
Looking at your daughter and knowing her father missin'
No time to shed a tear
This the life that we livin'

Another day go by
Where I'm sitting reminiscing
Looking at my pictures like damn we could've did this
Looking at your daughter and knowing her father missin'
But no time to shed a tear
This the life that we livin'

'Cause in my city ain't no love, it's lotta violence
More niggas turn to shooters than niggas turn to scholars
I never went to college like our mom and papa wanted
I promise that I'ma make it out that's all I wanted
She said she really want me to change
But ain't shit change
Bought some new chains
I want a new home
You can keep the new Js
Trippin' off some old shit
But still bringing new pain

'Cause in my city ain't no love, it's lotta violence
More niggas turn to shooters than niggas turn to scholars
I never went to college like our mom and papa wanted
I promise that I'ma make it out that's all I wanted
She said she really want me to change
But ain't shit change
Bought some new chains
I want a new home
You can keep the new Js
Trippin' off some old shit
But still bringing new pain

'Cause in my city lot of violence
More niggas turn to shooters than scholars
Never went to college how they wanted
In my city lot of violence
More shooters than scholars
Never went to college