"Prayer" lyrics
I thought I had it figured out but I didn't
I've been, poppin' and sippin', a problem and I admit it
I've been searchin' for peace, feel like it's missin'
I could leave but my heart is still stuck inside of the trenches
Some say I "made it," but why it feel like I didn't?
First Class don't feel right 'cause none of my friends in it
Is this somethin' that I love, or just a job? Can't tell the difference
Gotta learn to not let these emotions go over business
Toured across the world, they buried y'all and I missed it
Why I'm on a plane, brother on the bus to a sentence?
Why I got a Patek, but it's shackles where brother's wrist is?
Got a thousand dollar rug but my other bro gettin' evicted
You ever felt like you got no one to talk to, nobody get it?
Life don't feel right, I got dawgs who ain't livin'
Time just goin' by, my daughter just started kinder'
Half of me tryna grow, other half still stuck in it
And if I die before I wake
I pray the Lord, my soul to take
But please don't cry just know that I been real to you
I survived why I'm ashamed
I feel the guilt get in my way
But please don't cry just know that I make these songs for you
I got a guilty conscience
I got demons, shake 'em off me
It's my problem
It's exhausting to tell the truth
Get it how I live it
I'm goin' to business meetings with pistol in my denims
Dawg really my brudda, I treat him just like my sibling
Call my Mama the Chicken, because I'm knowin' that she be stressin'
Aye, million dollar mind state, can't crash about no pennies
At a five star resort, still make a call and get him finished
Oceanside views with breakfast that comes with it
When you from the trenches, this lifestyle feels guilty
I can't let 'em see my head down, that mean the trolls winnin'
Taught my daughter different, she prayin' before dinner
I'm still sinning, I'm funding for more spinnin'
Hopin' that they get him, I promise it's not endin'
And if I die before I wake
I pray the Lord, my soul to take
But please don't cry just know that I been real to you
I survived why I'm ashamed
I feel the guilt get in my way
But please don't cry just know that I make these songs for you
I got a guilty conscience
I got demons, shake 'em off me
It's my problem
It's exhausting to tell the truth
I've been, poppin' and sippin', a problem and I admit it
I've been searchin' for peace, feel like it's missin'
I could leave but my heart is still stuck inside of the trenches
Some say I "made it," but why it feel like I didn't?
First Class don't feel right 'cause none of my friends in it
Is this somethin' that I love, or just a job? Can't tell the difference
Gotta learn to not let these emotions go over business
Toured across the world, they buried y'all and I missed it
Why I'm on a plane, brother on the bus to a sentence?
Why I got a Patek, but it's shackles where brother's wrist is?
Got a thousand dollar rug but my other bro gettin' evicted
You ever felt like you got no one to talk to, nobody get it?
Life don't feel right, I got dawgs who ain't livin'
Time just goin' by, my daughter just started kinder'
Half of me tryna grow, other half still stuck in it
And if I die before I wake
I pray the Lord, my soul to take
But please don't cry just know that I been real to you
I survived why I'm ashamed
I feel the guilt get in my way
But please don't cry just know that I make these songs for you
I got a guilty conscience
I got demons, shake 'em off me
It's my problem
It's exhausting to tell the truth
Get it how I live it
I'm goin' to business meetings with pistol in my denims
Dawg really my brudda, I treat him just like my sibling
Call my Mama the Chicken, because I'm knowin' that she be stressin'
Aye, million dollar mind state, can't crash about no pennies
At a five star resort, still make a call and get him finished
Oceanside views with breakfast that comes with it
When you from the trenches, this lifestyle feels guilty
I can't let 'em see my head down, that mean the trolls winnin'
Taught my daughter different, she prayin' before dinner
I'm still sinning, I'm funding for more spinnin'
Hopin' that they get him, I promise it's not endin'
And if I die before I wake
I pray the Lord, my soul to take
But please don't cry just know that I been real to you
I survived why I'm ashamed
I feel the guilt get in my way
But please don't cry just know that I make these songs for you
I got a guilty conscience
I got demons, shake 'em off me
It's my problem
It's exhausting to tell the truth
