"Pain In My Chest" lyrics

Oh, here we go again
Another night, I'm always losing control
Still don't know where we stand
Do I pretend like everything is kosher?

All your lies made me spiral
Left me in such denial
Had me fight for survival
Still you wonder why

I'm so glad I don't know you anymore
Loving you was such a chore
Don't have a clue who you are
Looks like you weren't so smart
It turns out you kinda fucked me up
I never seem to be enough
Feels like it's all for the best
Now I've got no pain in my chest

In my chest

Anyone with a mind
Knows your disguise, ain't fooling anyone, no
You may think otherwise
But give it time, one day, you won't be so sure

All your lies made me spiral
Left me in such denial
Had me fight for survival
Still you wonder why

I'm so glad I don't know you anymore
Loving you was such a chore
Don't have a clue who you are
Looks like you weren't so smart
It turns out you kinda fucked me up
I never seem to be enough
Feels like it's all for the best
Now I've got no pain in my chest

Your lack of empathy
It haunts me in my dreams
All the times you made me cry
You had that blank look in your eyes
Said that I don't need to change
What good would that do anyway?
I knew you'd never lay
In this messy bed you made

I'm so glad I don't know you anymore
Loving you was such a chore
Don't have a clue who you are
Looks like you weren't so smart
It turns out you kinda fucked me up
I never seem to be enough
Feels like it's all for the best
Now I've got no pain in my chest

In my chest