"Sane" lyrics

Am I still stable in my shoes?
Or crippled by what I went through?
The foundation that I built up
Has began to shake
I thought that I could handle this
Forget the past
Get over it
Kept everything in my own head
To reassure the strength I thought I had
I assessed myself, and I'm not that sane
I realized that I'm not that sane

I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well
A healthy heart to replace my gloom
But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail
Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom

Hope that I could find my way
All I ever see is gray
I could grow from this, but not today
I'm fading out
Seeking out a peace of mind
It seems I'm running out of time
To cross over the finish line
I'm last place
It's been two years and I'm still not sane
I realized that I'm still not sane

I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well
A healthy heart to replace my gloom
But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail
Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom

Does this ever end?
Felt like this for forever
Can't say I'm getting better
I could use a friend
Through all this stormy weather
It's pouring down

I've learned that emotion is a sign of doing well
A healthy heart to replace my gloom
But I'm still stuck inside this fear of being frail
Within this emptiness my doubt will bloom