"Chaotic" lyrics

I think I crave chaotic
I don't taste the pain when I stay neurotic
(Cha-cha-chaotic-otic)
(Chaotic, cha-cha-chaotic-otic)
(Chaotic, cha-cha-chaotic)

What I see is what I believe
So I like to paint the picture
Madness in every streak
Two coat the shadow figures

If it's all habitual hate
I'd rather dissociate
Chaos is what keeps me sane
Thunder to silence the rain

I think I crave chaotic
I don't taste the pain when I stay neurotic
So why would I want to change?
It's safe inside the void I'm lost in
I'm drowning out the noise with chaotic

(Chaotic, cha-cha-chaotic-otic)
(Chaotic, cha-cha-chaotic)

Some say it's hell, but it's home to me
Sadistic Sanctuary
Conscience buried beneath
Don't need no cemetery

It's all habitual hate
I'd rather dissociate
Chaos is what keeps me sane

I think I crave chaotic
I don't taste the pain when I stay neurotic
So why would I want to change?
It's safe inside the void I'm lost in
I'm drowning out the noise with chaotic

(Chaotic, cha-cha-chaotic-otic)
(Chaotic, cha-cha-chaotic)

Addicted to distraction
The chemical reaction
You've only seen a fraction
This is my mind in action
This is my mind in action
(This is my mind in action)

I think I crave chaotic
I don't taste the pain when I stay, when I stay, when I stay
I think I crave chaotic
I don't taste the pain when I stay neurotic
So why would I want to change?
It's safe inside the void I'm lost in
Can't save me, it's a choice I'll rot in
I'm drowning out the noise with chaotic

(Chaotic, cha-cha-chaotic-otic)
Chaotic
(Chaotic, cha-cha-chaotic)
Chaotic