"Shrine" lyrics

I built a shrine for you
In your favorite color, blue
And you didn't even have a clue
I woulda done anything to stay close to you
I find discomfort in your absence
Don't know how to act without you in it

You are a cordyceps
Taking down my defenses
Come rain or shine
You wanna ruin my life
But I'm never gonna let ya
And you'll never stop, I bet ya
But in this battle
Not worth the hassle

And although I try to fake a smile
It's only a delay
So I don't know, why did I
Want you to stay?

I built a shrine for you
In your favorite color, blue
And you didn't even have a clue
I woulda done anything to stay close to you
I find discomfort in your absence
Don't know how to act without you in it

You hurt so easily
Leading your prey to me
My body weak
My mom is worried 'bout me
Like a fungus in my brain
You make me wanna go insane
But in this battle
Not worth the hassle

And although I try to fake a smile
It's only a delay
So I don't know, why did I
Want you to stay?

I built a shrine for you
In your favorite color, blue
And you didn't even have a clue
I woulda done anything to stay close to you
I find discomfort in your absence
Don't know how to act without you in it