"enough" lyrics

I can hear a voice inside
And it's cutting me down each time
That I don't get everything just right
How can I change my mind?
Yeah, it's probably too late to try
Will I feel this for the rest of my life?

At 3 a.m., awake again
I can see all of the damage you've done
You jumped the fence, and called me "friend"
With friends like you, who needs a loaded gun?

I could never hate someone else, no
More than I hate myself now
Thinking 'bout something, that something you said
I could never blame someone else, no
More than I blame myself
For letting you in just to fuck with my head
All I've done, is it ever gonna be enough?
My heart is numb, I guess you've won
Am I ever gonna be enough?

Even with the smallest cuts
You can still lose so much blood
Maybe I used to trust too much
'Cause the voice that's in my head
Says every single word you said
And I feel it like a knife in my chest

At 3 a.m., awake again
I can see all of the damage you've done
You jumped the fence, and called me "friend"
With friends like you, who needs a loaded gun?

And I could never hate someone else, no
More than I hate myself now
Thinking 'bout something, that something you said
I could never blame someone else, no
More than I blame myself
For letting you in just to fuck with my head
All I've done, is it ever gonna be enough?
My heart is numb, I guess you've won
Am I ever gonna be enough?

Am I ever gonna be enough?
Am I ever gonna be enough?
Am I ever gonna be enough?
Am I ever gonna be enough?
Am I ever gonna be enough?