"Cool Girls" lyrics

I let you hurt me but I don't wanna admit it
Put all my cards onto the table while you didn't
I showed you all of the sides of me I keep hidden
And for what?
And now I'm wishing I could say I didn't know you
Meeting strangers in a bar like I'm supposed to
Wake up to someone I'm pretending that I'm close to
And for what?

I should be heartless, not even say goodbye
Cause you deserve it, but I'm not the type

Wish I could let you go like the cool girls do
Block your phone never think of you
Forget the hurt, how you dragged me through it
Wish I knew how the cool girls do it
I'd be strong I'd be unaffected
Say I'm done and be sure I meant it
Instead I'm crying and I'm actin' stupid
Wish I knew how the cool girls do it

Afraid of drowning so I'm sitting on the surface
Cause if I'm honest going deeper makes me nervous
I should be dancing on these tables as they're turning
But I'm not

I should be heartless, not even say goodbye
Cause you deserve it, but I'm not the type

Wish I could let you go like the cool girls do
Block your phone never think of you
Forget the hurt, how you dragged me through it
Wish I knew how the cool girls do it
I'd be strong I'd be unaffected
Say I'm done and be sure I meant it
Instead I'm crying and I'm actin' stupid
Wish I knew how the cool girls do it
Wish I knew how the cool girls do it