"What Am I (Looking For?)" lyrics

Started on this journey but I didn't know how far I'd go
Every step I traveled made me feel like there was undertow
I kind of want to say it, but it doesn't even matter
Because ever time I think I'm there I find another ladder
Tell me that you want me to be understood, but who knows...

What am I looking for?

Climbing up too high or far will surely bring me down again
So how can I keep moving when I know what's waiting at the end?
I kind of want to say it, but it doesn't even matter
Because every time I think I'm there I find another ladder
Tell me that you want me to be understood, but who knows...

What am I looking for?