"did too much" lyrics

Didn't think that it would hit this hard
'Cause after all, wasn't I the one who asked for it?
Did I go too far?
Is it all in my head?
Or should I have instead put the effort in to make up?
'Cause the fake love isn't
Seemin' as fake now that it's gone
I say stuff, tryna act tough
But when I said it hurt

Didn't think it'd be for both of us
Maybe I'm the one who did too much

Didn't think that it would hit this hard
'Cause after all, I'm the one who started wantin' out
But I'm still so far
Thought I left 'cause I'd end up bein' happier
But now I miss your calls
The ones I thought I wouldn't miss at all
Wish that I never said it went too far
'Cause now I see that it was all on me for never bringin' it up

Wish it was both of us
'Cause now I think I did too much
Yeah, when I said that it would hurt
No, I really didn't think that it'd be both of us
'Cause now I think I did too much

Yeah
Maybe I'm the one who did you wrong
Maybe I shouldn't have lead you on
Maybe I would've been better off
Tryna figure it out instead of just giving it up
Maybe you deserved a better love
One who'd tell you when it felt so wrong
Make it easier to open up
Tryna figure it out instead of just giving it up

Both of us
'Cause now I think I did too much
Both of us
Oh, maybe I'm the one who did too much