"The Blessings" lyrics

It is no secret, this is going nowhere
Diving deeper when I need to get air
Every day is the same
Play my part, don't complain

When I look back, I get a pain in my chest
My "yes" is only a "maybe" at best
Keeping up, turn the page
Smile for people I hate

And I wish, I wish I waited for you
And I wish, I wish that I could be new
In the back of my head, I am starting again
But I wish, I wish that I waited for you

Counting the blessings that I couldn't cash in
These days, I barely believe anything
Little faith, little life
That I build by myself

Sometimes I see you driving up the highway
Wish I could be with you just for a day
But instead, I'm in bed
Tryna sleep off the silence

I wish, I wish I waited for you
And I wish, I wish that I could be new
In the back of my head, I am starting again
But I wish, I wish that I waited for you

And I wish, I wish I waited for you
And I wish, I wish that I could be new
In the back of my head, I am starting again
And I wish, and I wish that I waited for you

In the back of my head, I am starting again
But I wish, I wish that I waited for you