"Chasing Butterflies" lyrics

I think I'm in the drought again
Oh God, I need a hurricane
Something to knock me off my feet
So I can feel the pain

I'm nauseous
Sickly rotting and it's spreading running out of time
Chasing butterflies
Be cautious
Heavy hearted since I started seeing blurry lines
Over analyze

I held your heart and you held mine
Let's circle the drain a few more times
I'm feeling lost without you by my side
And I guess I wonder why

I'm estranged to your touch
You light me on fire, you light me on fire when you
Take all that I love and care about
And become the ignition

Shaken up, my whole world is rearranged
And I'm trembling, obsess over my mistakes
Giving up, what's the point in being saved
If it's suffering? Put it out of its misery

I'm estranged to your touch
You light me on fire, you light me on fire when you
Take all that I love and care about
And become the ignition
Lost where to go, I hope you're coming back
Follow the smoke, your convalescence
Is in essence my tranquility
If you burn, I'll burn with you

I don't want it, I don't need it
I'm not asking for it
I can't fight it, can't deny that
I just need to find
Something to hide the way I shake
Oh God, I need an earthquake

This is a cry for help
Wish that I'd be someone else
You say, 'hate' is a strong word (But it's not strong enough)
I hate who I've become and who I am

I'm estranged to your touch
You light me on fire, you light me on fire when you
Take all that I love and care about
(If you burn, I'll burn with you)

I'm estranged to your touch
You light me on fire, you light me on fire when you
Take all that I love and care about
And become the ignition
Lost where to go, I hope you're coming back
Follow the smoke, your convalescence
Is in essence my tranquility
If you burn, I'll burn with you

If you burn, I'll burn with you