"Pariah" lyrics

Outcast by those looking down on me
Forgotten still, the feeling of serenity
Shrouded in darkness, I wander
Blinded by misery, contempt with the state of my being

Dead reckoning
Am I searching for solace in an abandoned sea?
Or am I drowning in sorrows where you abandoned me?
What have I become?
Unholy and tainted, imperfect and hated
How could I survive when I barely feel alive?

It's been too long since I've seen the sky
Not clouded by venomous lullabies

My ever setting sun (Shines it's last ray)
So here I will stay as I wilt away, ugh
Waiting to see if I'll survive yet another day
I will watch my inevitable demise sink beyond the horizon

Dead reckoning
Am I searching for solace in an abandoned sea?
Or am I drowning in sorrows where you abandoned me?
What have I become?
Unholy and tainted, imperfect and hated
How could I survive when I barely feel alive?

It's been too long since I've seen the sky
Not clouded by venomous lullabies
For just how long will you let your forked tongue sing?
Can't you see that all you bring is suffering?

Caressing the violence in which you ensue
You were too much of a coward to see this through
How have you become ignorant to this?
A shadow of yourself living without bliss
You're a pariah
A total waste of flesh, your only course is death
You are pariah
How selfish can you be? How can I make you see?

It's been too long since I've seen the sky
Not clouded by venomous lullabies
For just how long will you let your forked tongue sing?
Can't you see that you are suffering?

Caressing the violence in which you ensue
You were too much of a coward to see this through