"Fade" lyrics

So I suffer from the worst condition

So I suffer from the worst condition
(Loss)
I can't fight my demons off
I'm in the same position where it's only me and I'm not enough

I know you're gonna leave
And the thought keeps haunting me
I can't keep contemplating
How your memory can just

Fade out, greyed out
Lost in this motion
Dazed out, played out
All our devotion
Every time it comes back to me
I choke on the misery
I fade out, greyed out
Lost in this motion again

Where there was once a flame
Extinguish now

Your last words
They scream without a sound
If you leave me on the ground
I won't get back up

I know you're gonna leave
And the thought keeps haunting me
I can't keep contemplating
How your memory can just fade
Lost in this motion

Fade out, greyed out
Lost in this motion
Dazed out, played out
All our devotion
Every time it comes back to me
I choke on the misery
I fade out, greyed out
Lost in this motion again

I'm begging will you help me
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
I could've swore it that lately
Nothing else shines so bright
I told myself I'd see you one day
Now you left with the sun
I could've swore it that lately
Nothing else could bring me back to life
So I suffer from the worst condition
Worst condition

Loss, loss, loss, loss
(Loss, loss, loss, loss)

Fade out
Greyed out
Lost in this motion
Dazed out
Played out
All our devotion
Every time it comes back to me
I choke on the misery
I fade out
Greyed out
Lost in this motion again