"hostile" lyrics

I'm glad I woke up today
Feels like every person that I cared for slowly walked away
What is there to speak about when there's nothin' to talk or say?
How you got problems with me when I'm only out the way?
I could ask a question and I know you'd take it wrong
You saying that we cool, but still don't wanna make a song
And maybe all the friends that I needed, yeah, are gone
But maybe they're the problem, and they were all along

I-I-I feel lonely often, but I don't have an option
Every time that I'm myself, I always cause a problem
Always feeling hostile, friendships feelin' awful
Don't think that we're makin' up, 'cause I think that's impossible
I-I-I feel lonely often, but I don't have an option
Every time that I'm myself, I always cause a problem
Always feeling hostile, friendships feelin' awful
Don't think that we're makin' up, 'cause I think that's impossible

Are we really friends? Are we close? Are we tight? (Tight)
Just tell me how you feel, is this wrong? Is it right? (Right)
Always invite me to parties, that you know I never like
You from L.A., I can't fuck with you 'cause I already know the type, yeah
Are we really friends? Are we close? Are we tight? (Tight)
Just tell me how you feel, is this wrong? Is it right? (Right)
Always invite me to parties, that you know I never like
You from L.A., I can't fuck with you 'cause I already know the type, yeah

Are we really friends?
I don't understand, you don't let me know
Reached the end of our story, is it time for me to go?
We can't talk anytime because you're always on the go
I think you forgot that I was there, yeah, way before the glow up
I'm always there but no one ever shows up
When I need them the most, and that's a low cut
But I ain't waitin' on y'all, I'm gon' learn to ball without you
I'm gon' prove you wrong 'cause, yeah

I-I-I feel lonely often, but I don't have an option
Every time that I'm myself, I always cause a problem
Always feeling hostile, friendships feelin' awful
Don't think that we're makin' up, 'cause I think that's impossible
I-I-I feel lonely often, but I don't have an option
Every time that I'm myself, I always cause a problem
Always feeling hostile, friendships feelin' awful
Don't think that we're makin' up, 'cause I think that's impossible

Are we really friends? Are we close? Are we tight? (Tight)
Just tell me how you feel, is this wrong? Is it right? (Right)
Always invite me to parties, that you know I never like
You from L.A., I can't fuck with you 'cause I already know the type, yeah
Are we really friends? Are we close? Are we tight? (Tight)
Just tell me how you feel, is this wrong? Is it right? (Right)
Always invite me to parties, that you know I never like
You from L.A., I can't fuck with you 'cause I already know the type, yeah