"Inner Voices Speaking (Demo)" lyrics

My inner voices all elementary used to be
Terms of non speech, now they're acquainting
Critic, child and highest self telling stories from fractions of time
Inner voices speaking

I want to feel relief
To be free
Breathe in the air
Breathe it in deep
Deep, deep

Oh but I am indifferent
How can I know anything for sure
I'm the skin of a fool and my head says I'm cruel
And where's the truth?
And how do I love you?

Darling, I'm not okay
Can you come and see me?
Help me out of the deep end
I've lost so many years in play pretend
I'm always dreaming
Dreaming up things
I'm holding on
Would rather talk to the stars than go home

I want to feel relief
To be free
Breathe in the air
Breathe it in deep

The earth has my feet, spirit and heartbeat
I will dive in her waters
Light the fire within

Cause my inside will change color soon
Just like it'll always do when its too dark to see
No way out
Eventually I will find
That I can catch my back
And talk to myself like a friend