"God Owes Me Money" lyrics

Break into my car, leave in all your useless thoughts
Knife through the door, reminder of the ledge
Try to make me jump, if I don't, you'll push me off
Try my best to make it an amends

Things you'll never remember, I'll never get to forget
Things you'll never remember, I lived through again and again and again
Say the worst thing that you can, again
Again and again and again

Do you feel better now, leaving it all with me?
Leave me burning down, reminder of defeat
Successfully murdered all my goddamn peace
Now we both have this disease

Things you'll never remember, I'll never get to forget
Things you'll never remember, I lived through again and again and again
Say the worst thing that jumps to mind
Does it feel better to be so unkind?
Don't know why I was left outside
God owes me money, I'll get it in time

Post-traumatic feels too dramatic
You're lucky your memory is just static
Burned too bright into my eyes
I don't know how we survived
Too close, not close enough
I wanna feel it, please don't hit me soft
Don't know why I was left outside
God owes me money, I'll get it in time

Things you'll never remember, I'll never get to forget
Things you'll never remember, I lived through again and again and again
Say the worst thing that jumps to mind
Does it feel better to be so unkind?
Don't know why I was left outside
God owes me money, I'll get it in time