"RUSSIAN ROULETTE (I ADORE U)" lyrics

Look

And put another bullet to my heart again
Once we stop, let's start again
Since we back, I'll treat you better now so we won't part again
Hopefully, you feel a certain way inside your heart again
To realign the things I didn't do when we was arguing, or...
Or maybe I'm invisible
The things you've claimed you done may be forgivable
So, luckily, I'm just the only one that's been delusional
I hope I get away and you can find a man more suitable

You know that you my love, you know I do adore you
Better than the ones that came here just before you
Everything you did, it made it seem so worth it
But it's things I may relay that you will misinterpret
Like, think about the days we went when we wouldn't say shit
Or many things you hated but you never named it
The times that you got mad but it wasn't worth explaining
Do you treat me like your love or like your entertainment?

I still hate I made it on your roster
'Cause it compliments your ego and replaced your posture
Maybe something happened among my own absence
'Cause when we talk about it now, you only show a fraction
A book of lies that's trailed by your deception
I had read among the pages and then came a lesson:
To never trust the words of one you know that still supports you
But I'm blinded by the fact that I still do adore you

And put another bullet to my heart again
Once we stop, let's start again
Since we back, I'll treat you better now so we won't part again
Hopefully, you feel a certain way inside your heart again
To realign the things I didn't do when we was arguing, or...
Or maybe I'm invisible
The things you've claimed you done may be forgivable
So, luckily, I'm just the only one that's been delusional
I hope I get away and you can find a man more suitable and