"strings of deception" lyrics

Kiss me already
Take me in your loving arms
And hold me still
And I will fall in love
All again with you
Yeah
Look
And

And see no love gon' last forever
I speak from own experience
I know that you ain't hear me then
I hope you came for listening
I wonder how I got a lead in plays I ain't auditioning
Too bad when I first met you, I ain't take time to consider that
Maybe you not the one for me or
The woman that I visualized
'Cause arguments you blew out of proportion can be simplified
Or maybe I just seek a mature lover who is civilized
Departure from us both was just one thing that made me realize
Maybe he makes you comfortable
Or maybe he does things you wanted when I wasn't capable
Vice versa I can't say the same 'cause love isn't available
Maybe I'd say the same if love 'til pain was still obtainable
And planning my escape from you, the puppet master
I told you that my feelings true, so what you after?
You turning twisted strings of mine to gain perfection
Why did I stupidly believe it was your odd expression
A pretty painted picture like the Mona Lisa
The story that you tell, I swear I won't believe ya
You only told yo' lies to change how they perceive ya
And the definition for you is a known deceiver
'Cause when I'm feeling down, you played as you were medicine
I asked my God for girls, it turns out you were Heaven-sent
But since you came along, you forgot all your preciousness
And sometimes I still question things, like "what had heaven did?"

Yeah
Look
And
And see no love gon' last forever
I speak from own experience