"return" lyrics

There's no place that I hate more
There's no place that I've loved harder
I can't return here anymore
I keep crying to my mother
There's no place in this body
There is nowhere to contain
The shame that I feel
For how I handled things

We shared an address
Where we shared a life
We shared a mattress
Without a doubt
Somehow it all remains while being gone
But I know it's over
When I return

Cut those ties too many times
And I know it's for the better
Got a list to prove I'm right
But now I miss it like nice weather
Wasn't it just enough to be
To just be loved by somebody
Now nothing remains
But the address stays in place

We shared an address
Where we shared a life
We shared a mattress
Without a doubt
Somehow it all remains while being gone
But I know it's over
When I return