"Rain" lyrics

I love when it rains
Perfect excuse to let myself stay in and
Pretend I have it all under control, I don't know what I'm doing

All I do is notice everything I do wrong, everything I do wrong

I don't want to be the reason I'm feeling stuck
Want someone to blame for being messy as fuck
Say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie
Talk about it, but can't put my thoughts into words
What is up with people making me feel worse?
I say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie
I keep on saying I'm fine

Feel bad when I complain
Wanting to be the optimist I'm seen as
Why do I wait with getting things done
Procrastinate, then regret?

All I do is notice everything I do wrong, everything I do wrong

I don't want to be the reason I'm feeling stuck
Want someone to blame for being messy as fuck
Say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie
Talk about it, but can't put my thoughts into words
What is up with people making me feel worse?
I say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie

Always say I don't need any help
Thinking I can do it all by myself
Always say I don't need any help
Think it's better, is it better? Wait for better
Think it's better, is it better? Wait for better

I don't want to be the reason I'm feeling stuck
Want someone to blame for being messy as fuck
Say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie (Not okay)
Talk about it, but can't put my thoughts into words
What is up with people making me feel worse?
I say I'm alright, know it's not okay to lie (Know it's not okay)

I love when it rains
Perfect excuse to let myself stay in