"Dopamine Detox" lyrics

First off, here's the darkest secret that I keep
All I really think about is me
Let's talk supply chain, give me what I need
Dopamine detox, only in my sleep these days
Now I'm wondering where I got the gumption
To make a thousand people feel awkward at the function
I've seen truth cause concussions, I'm sorry about the bluntness
But it's not a good day for silly little metaphors

I need you to untangle the knots in my stomach
Spiritually speaking, I eat McDonald's and Subway
Spiritually speaking, I swear, it's clocks that I'm running from
I remember when we use to use the sun for that
How am I supposed to feel good in skin
If I carry time on my wrist?
That's no way to live

I can always count on you for the chorus
I can always count on you for the chorus
I can always count on you
I can always count on you

Never really comfortable in skin
I'd rather spread out across the sky
Now I'm high again
Guards on my shin, heart is wide open again
Heart's wide open again
If I teach a pen to fish, that's for life, right?
Will it do my taxes? Keep the lights on at night?
'Cause I buckle my seatbelt for you now

I can always count on you for the chorus
I can always count on you for the chorus
I can always count on you
I can always count on you

Scared to let the song end
But clinging is dishonest
I've died a million deaths
This is million and one
This is no big deal now