"So Far Away" lyrics

We made a heaven that we could belong to
And it was so special, just me and you
We made a pact then, no, we made a promise
Despite all the bleeding, we'd see it through

Now I see you climbing through my window
Sending secrets, laugh and say that, "that was close"
Now you're leaving, never thought I'd see you go
I'm believing, maybe someday soon I won't

Nice to meet you, didn't think you'd think it's nice to meet
Suddenly I'm on your mind, and I don't mind it, please
Guilty conscious, if I'm honest, leading you astray
Made it so far, closest so far, but now your far away
Now you're far away

What do I do now? And what are my options?
Could you just stay here? I'll say it's my fault, yeah
Why can't I control this? And why can't you stop it?
Could you show up now? Now?
(Let me believe in you)

Left me speechless, with a tongue I can't control
Stayed up drinking, tried to smoke away the cold
Hate to feel it, violent when I'm vulnerable
If you need me, best to leave it in your throat

Nice to meet you, didn't think you'd think it's nice to meet
Suddenly I'm on your mind, and I don't mind it, please
Guilty conscious, if I'm honest, leading you astray
Made it so far, closest so far, but now your far away
Now you're far away

Nice to meet you, didn't think you'd think it's nice to meet
Suddenly I'm on your mind, and I don't mind it, please
Guilty conscious, if I'm honest, leading you astray
Made it so far, closest so far, but now your far away
Now you're far away

Left me speechless, with a spark I can't control
Ripped to pieces, torn and callused to the bone
I'm still bleeding, no I'll never be the same
When you need me, this time I'll stay far away

I'm still running away, still running away, still running away, still running and
I'm still running away, still running away, still running away, still running and
I'm still running away, still running away, still running away, still running and