"Maybe When I'm Ready" lyrics

There's a fire in our house
And it never goes out
Never let's you sleep
It leaves ash in my mouth
And I know it makes you wonder who I'm thinking about
It's so heavy

I'm throwing water
Trying to make it stop
And you're waiting in the bedroom
Trying to get me off
It's hard to be proud when it feels like a loss
It's so heavy

Maybe when I'm ready
I'll finally leave
And we'll both be broken
But I'll get to breathe

Maybe when I'm ready
I'll go find my heart
She's waiting patiently
She knows that it's been hard
She knows just what I need
I need to find my love
Cause I've been half asleep
She's waving in the dark
She's waving just for me

We go out there's a girl
And she's looking at me
And I wanna talk to her
But I know that you'll see
And it cuts you inside
It cuts you so deep
It's so heavy

There's a match in your hand
And your lighting up a joint
You scream at me and then you try to blame me for your choices
I don't know who to trust when the voice in my head is unsteady

Maybe when I'm ready
You'll finally leave
And we'll both be broken
But I'll get to breathe

Maybe when I'm ready
I'll go find my heart
She's waiting patiently
She knows that it's been hard
She knows just what I need
I need to find my love
Cause I've been half asleep
She's waving in the dark
She's waving just for me

Maybe when I'm ready
I'll go find my heart
She's waiting patiently
She knows that it's been hard
She knows just what I need