"Pacific (CheckPoint)" lyrics

I fall back once again
I leap into the end
I can't feel anything
I won't feel anything
Wait for a fitting end
My mind it starts to bend
My mind it starts to blend

I bleed [?]
I know I feel nothing
I know I notice nothing
But my mind can't seem function
Fight demons everyday
They walk they talk they play
My life was so fine
Till that very day

I fall back once again
I leap into the end
I can't feel anything
I won't feel anything
Wait for a fitting end
My mind it starts to bend
My mind it starts to blend