"Back In Time" lyrics

If I could go back in time
Would I do it different? Would I try to be the woman I adore?
Wake up, am I just like before?
Count my blessings like I know I should
Bleed my heart like it's a, look, I want to be honest and pure
Is there such a thing on this earth?

I wanna try, I wanna try harder
To love myself like I would another
I wanna live, I wanna live longer
I want a beating heart

If I could go back in time
Would I listen to reason or just rely on everything I was told
Calm down and let go of control?
Stay at home like it's medicine
Remember to breathe out and in, I want to be careful and kind
Find out how to balance that line

I wanna try, I wanna try harder
To love myself like I would another
I wanna live, I wanna live longer
I want a beating heart