"Half-Life" lyrics

Looking through the scope again
Digging deep into my skin
Claustrophobic
I don't know if I can feel the medicine
Take sedatives and celebrate
Fake all my feelings anyway
Crawling through my head, you want me dead
So please just say it

I'm living half a life now
I'm swallowing the pain, what's left to take?
I'm only half alive now
I'm swallowing my fate, what's left to change?

Looking through the scope again
I left a note under the skin
I'm feeling dopesick, you don't notice
Now our time is wearing thin
Paint the walls inside my room
Like the roses left for you
I'm feeling nervous, you don't deserve it

Remove the red
It's my head that you're breathing
Please just say it
I can't fucking take it now

Fuck everyone and everything
Stuck needles deep inside the vein
Cut into my head, you want me dead
So please just say it

I'm living half a life now
I'm swallowing the pain, what's left to take?
I'm only half alive now
I'm swallowing my fate, what's left to change?

I'm only half alive now
I'm swallowing my fate, what's left to change?

I'm living half a life now
I'm swallowing my pain, what's left to take?