"Peel" lyrics

I've dreamt of
Drinking all your blood
But you strike first
Every time you cut me up

Like a martyr
Who isn't worth the cause
Like a daughter
Who's never been enough

So when you peel me back
Just keep me intact
And don't say you wouldn't because
You did it before, now listen

You break my heart
And use both of your arms
To try and carry me
Then to marry me when you wanna

I'm always
Way too wide awake
You always
Sleep through everything

(Contemplating)
Like a martyr (I keep breaking)
Who isn't worth this cause (Feels like faking)
Without a father (Sitting, waiting)
I've never been enough

So when you peel me back
Just keep me intact
And don't say you wouldn't because
You did it before, now listen

You break my heart
And use both of your arms
To try and carry me
Then to marry me when you wanna

The separation is real
Not what I wanted to feel (Can't get out of it now)
The separation's too real (No way out, brings me down)
Not ways I thought I would feel

So when you peel me back
Just keep me intact
And don't say you wouldn't because
You did it before, now listen

You break my heart
And use both of your arms
To try and carry me
Then to marry me when you wanna