"Lost Myself (23)" lyrics

Since we left it that day I don't know
If I'm hurting or if I feel relieved
Do I want you or am I alone?
Got not closure and now I can't believe
That I wrote a break up song about you
But I did sense this shit from afar
Need a night light so I can see through
Through the dark, through the dark, yeah

Boy I'm only 23
And my ass in therapy
I'm too broken to love you now
Days I find it hard to breathe
Need to heal I need to be my best version

So I choose
To love on me first
Cause I gave it all to you
I lost myself when I was in love with you
I ain't saying that it's your fault
All of my priorities were wrong
When I love, I love too hard

I knew
That you were the one
But we had to fall through
Cause I lost myself when I was in love with you
I ain't saying it's your fault
All my priorities were wrong
When I love, I love too hard
Ohhh

Pushing forward
A year has come to pass
Lived a lifestyle I never thought I'd have
Your voice ain't familiar
In my head like it used to be
I like that I'm over you and I like that you over me

At the end of 23
Don't need no more therapy
I have chosen alone for now
Find it easier to breathe
Now I've healed I'm about to be my best version

Cause I choose
To love on me first
Cause I gave it all to you
I lost myself when I was in love with you
I ain't saying that it's your fault
All of my priorities were wrong
When I love, I love too hard

I knew
That you were the one
But we had to fall through
Cause I lost myself when I was in love with you
I ain't saying it's your fault
All my priorities were wrong
When I love, I love too hard
Ohhh

Slowly we pass
Like a summer evening
Air is still hot
But it gets gold pretty fast
You the past
No more present
Take that L as a lesson
There ain't a class
You could got to learn this
Heart made of glass
Kinda knew we wouldn't last

We'll be good don't you reckon?
Don't regret that I let you in