"I'm Free Now (Alternate Early Version)" lyrics

I'm free now to direct a movie
Sing a song, or write a book 'bout yours truly
I'm so interesting, I'm so great
But I'm really just a fuck-up and it's such a waste
To burn down these walls around me
Flexing like a heartbeat
We don't like to speak
Don't talk to me for about a week
I'm sorry, it just hurts to explain
There's somethin' going on that makes my guts ache

I got guilt, I got fear, I got regret
I'm just a panic-stricken waste, I'm such a jerk

I was honest, I swear
The last thing I wanna do
Honest, I swear
The last thing I wanna do
Is ever cause you pain

I'm free now
Free to look out the window
Free to live my story
Free to sing along
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